God knows

J and D, the 21 month old and 5 year old we've been trying to adopt, they're mom had a home inspection today, she passed and is getting them back in the next 13 days.

We are all very upset. We knew it would probably happen, but nothing would have prepared us for actually knowing for sure.
We've had D for 11 month's. She learned to walk, she said her first word, "Hi", and attached to each and every one us. We've had J since November, but it seems like we've had her forever.

Their mom wants us to still see them, and she knows their very attached to us. So we'll be able to still keep an eye on them and make sure they're ok.

We know God has a plan, and even though we don't understand it, we know He has a reason.

"The eye of the Lord is upon those who fear Him,
upon those who hope in his mercy.
Our soul waits for the Lord;
he is our help and our shield.
Pslam 33:18